Updates of My Life

02/08/16 So I've got very little self confidence in myself. Even getting myself to have the confidence to write a blog like this took a lot of effort. I blame a lot of things on my confidence, like meeting new people, making new friends, joining clubs/activity groups, missing job opportunities, talking to friends that i haven't spoken in years etc.. I don't know where is comes from but its so annoying and I guess im worried that's its going to affect me in the future. Maybe its a mentality issue with my brain just having too much fear to do anything risky. I dunno how to improve my confidence, maybe just approach more and more people that i haven't met... maybe you guys have some ideas. Its getting quite worrying now especially with my university life coming to a close i dunno what I'm going to do after as i will have no forced excuse to go to a social place like going to school or university. furthermore i fear that i will only apply for the boring jobs, as i...

31/07/16 So I'm in a world of tanks gamming clan, which is probably very similar to a call of duty or battlefield clan. Basically a group of players working together for a team in order to gain prizes/ bonuses that will improve our experience in the game. Plus we grow as a community of players all enjoying a single game communication through platforms like TeamSpeak. Well basically my problem now is, that due to the long hours of work I'm doing now I'm not playing world of tanks as much as I was before. And even though I'm normally back at home for the clan games I'm too tired from work to play. So I'm hardly around. Moreover I'm getting a little bit bored of the game as well as getting annoyed from stupid deaths so I have no motivation to play. So my question is do I stay and if I stay how do I contribute or do I leave. To be honest the game makes me rage every time I play it and rarely do not ragequit when exiting the game. Don't get me wrong the gam...

Update 1 - 28/07/2016 My First blog Pokémon GO aye, I actually went on a walk/run today (thanks to rain) just playing the game. I actually have an excuse to go outside! This is  such a big deal for me, being a person whom is an addict to video games. Like I've literally stayed up till like 4am playing games and talking to complete strangers online... and now I'm going outside seeing many sites that I have overlooked before. I don't understand why adults are complaining about this game, its getting us kids outside, meeting new people  and actually seeing sites (where pokestops are located). Yes I guess we are still looking at our phones, at a digit screen but I think it is a good compromise. Its naïve to think us gamers will completely stop gaming just because the older generation doesn't like it. At first I was skeptical about this game but after playing it, its soo addicting (ironic right). Many of my work colleagues were 'hating towards this game but as soon a...