02/08/16 - Confidence/Fear
02/08/16
So I've got very little self confidence in myself. Even getting myself to have the confidence to write a blog like this took a lot of effort. I blame a lot of things on my confidence, like meeting new people, making new friends, joining clubs/activity groups, missing job opportunities, talking to friends that i haven't spoken in years etc.. I don't know where is comes from but its so annoying and I guess im worried that's its going to affect me in the future. Maybe its a mentality issue with my brain just having too much fear to do anything risky. I dunno how to improve my confidence, maybe just approach more and more people that i haven't met... maybe you guys have some ideas. Its getting quite worrying now especially with my university life coming to a close i dunno what I'm going to do after as i will have no forced excuse to go to a social place like going to school or university. furthermore i fear that i will only apply for the boring jobs, as i will have fear that i wont be able to do the better jobs. Maybe my brain just keeps telling me that I'm just not good enough... and that's where the source of my poor confidence is coming from. See this is why i like doing these blogs i get to learn a lot about myself. I should really set goals for myself that I must adhere too, one goal I had in mind, is that a friend of mine wants to set up a birthday party for himself with all our high school friends, maybe I should be the one to organise it. At least it will get me out there and talking, hopefully improving my self confidence and reducing the fear of speaking to friends that I haven't spoken too in a while. I will let you guys know how it goes =)
So I've got very little self confidence in myself. Even getting myself to have the confidence to write a blog like this took a lot of effort. I blame a lot of things on my confidence, like meeting new people, making new friends, joining clubs/activity groups, missing job opportunities, talking to friends that i haven't spoken in years etc.. I don't know where is comes from but its so annoying and I guess im worried that's its going to affect me in the future. Maybe its a mentality issue with my brain just having too much fear to do anything risky. I dunno how to improve my confidence, maybe just approach more and more people that i haven't met... maybe you guys have some ideas. Its getting quite worrying now especially with my university life coming to a close i dunno what I'm going to do after as i will have no forced excuse to go to a social place like going to school or university. furthermore i fear that i will only apply for the boring jobs, as i will have fear that i wont be able to do the better jobs. Maybe my brain just keeps telling me that I'm just not good enough... and that's where the source of my poor confidence is coming from. See this is why i like doing these blogs i get to learn a lot about myself. I should really set goals for myself that I must adhere too, one goal I had in mind, is that a friend of mine wants to set up a birthday party for himself with all our high school friends, maybe I should be the one to organise it. At least it will get me out there and talking, hopefully improving my self confidence and reducing the fear of speaking to friends that I haven't spoken too in a while. I will let you guys know how it goes =)
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