02/08/16 - Confidence/Fear
02/08/16 So I've got very little self confidence in myself. Even getting myself to have the confidence to write a blog like this took a lot of effort. I blame a lot of things on my confidence, like meeting new people, making new friends, joining clubs/activity groups, missing job opportunities, talking to friends that i haven't spoken in years etc.. I don't know where is comes from but its so annoying and I guess im worried that's its going to affect me in the future. Maybe its a mentality issue with my brain just having too much fear to do anything risky. I dunno how to improve my confidence, maybe just approach more and more people that i haven't met... maybe you guys have some ideas. Its getting quite worrying now especially with my university life coming to a close i dunno what I'm going to do after as i will have no forced excuse to go to a social place like going to school or university. furthermore i fear that i will only apply for the boring jobs, as i...